I think I need fixing but don't know how

I am pretty addicted to porn totally but I used to be for that I only get turned on by rare selective porns and it feels shameful to talk to anyone specially from India and life feel very unmotivated for me I am 25 and it's like I want to move my life to make porn reality sometime, I take no action towards those urges in real life because I know those are not morally great or don't have enough power or money

But it would feel great to trying to achieve something to be proud of