Hii i just wanted to ask someone

How do you actually get the motivation to do your hair, i am really not motivated to do it tbh like I will wash it and twist it and then when I pull it out my hair I don’t wear my bonnet, I don’t tie it up it’s just out, I just have a regular pillowcase, my hair is kinda tangled by i can get the tangles out i just wanna go bald low-key lol. I also wanna dye my hair and I KNOW I need my hair healthy so I need to lock in fr, this was low-key a vent lol