Exsistence in marriage

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Salams

Im 30(F) ..my husband is 35 .. we have been married for 8 years. No kids coz of health issues , when we finally started trying I got injured and was bed ridden. Im still recovering. Past 2 days I have been feeling depressed. I feel Im too late to have a kid. I feel like my marriage is falling apart because we r genuinely bored with each other and husband doesnt even talk to much anymore. He is always playing games or going out with buddies. And we cant do mich fun things together coz Im still recovering. I dont know what to do . I feel like Im a failure as a wife becayse everyone else have 2 or 3 kids ( our age couples ) who r like 8 or 9 years .. and they have this routine busy life. Yet here I am just still trying to reover and having a bkring routine.. stuck at my parents house. I m so lost