48M searching for ball owner

48 pathetic loser, looking to become the owned property of a superior man. I am a waste of space and don’t deserve my freedom and I need to have it taken from me. It is long past time i stopped pretending to be a man and accepted my true place as an owned slave.

As much as i deserve to be in chains serving my owner 24/7/365 the realities of the world preclude that, as i have work and family responsibilities I have to pretend to be a man for. However, we will both know that underneath my costume I will be your property fully and completely. You would control my sex life (including masturbation) 100%, and we would establish rules that I would be obligated to live by, both at home and in public. I would also be required to provide any pics or videos you demand, with no expectation or allowance of privacy.

Kinks: humiliation, degradation, body writing, watersports, CEI, bondage, forced feminization, punishment, spankings, chastity, light pain, public exposure (in appropriate places)

Limits: scat, blood, vomit, incest, findom, exposure to non-consenting people. Additionally, I am unavailable to play during working hours (7a-6p m-f, including commute), and I will not be required to perform any tasks that violate any laws or local ordinances, or that involve anyone who did not consent to be involved.

I am looking to provide service 2 nights every week for the duration of our agreement, at your discretion. Use me or not during all or part of that time, but I would be required to be available to you. Additionally, I would be obligated to provide 1 weekend of TPE service per month, to be used in any way you require, either sexual or non. I am open to with online or IRL, though I would prefer IRL. Also, while I’m not into findom or paying a fag tax, being whored out (with you keeping all proceeds) is definitely on the table.

accountability: in order to assure compliance, I will provide a fully nude (face including) video begging to be your slave. Since I would be your property, all material provided to you with absolutely no exception would belong entirely to you, and if I disappoint you or fail to obey, this material can be publicly posted in any place where such content is allowed.

I am looking first something long term that would build over time, which means we’re going to take this slowly- I won’t be sending nudes/face 10 minutes after we start talking. I’d like to establish a relationship before we solidify my slavery contract - maybe a weekend trial period to see how we mesh. Once we both agree to enter in, I would like this to last at least a full year, and possibly permanently.

If you’ve read this far and are interested in pursuing this, or even just talking about it, my DMs are always open.