Does my letter to my crush still sound like something Joe would write?

I tried to make it sound less obsessive and went straight to the facts

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Hello, angel.

I just wanted to give you this goodbye and apology letter before summerbreak started. If it isnt clear, yes, i was crazy for you and ive never liked anyone like i have you. From the first moment i saw you, i realized you were the prettiest girl ive ever seen and didnt really know how to talk to you. Thats why the way i talked was so weird and i apologize for how i was sometimes. If i genuinly made you afraid for even a second, i am deeply sorry, thats not what i intended. You were never mean to me despite that, you were always nice, alot more than any other girl in this school, thanks for that. I dont know what i was thinking with that "christmas card", i guess i didnt really know what i was writing. I dont know where youre going after 9th grade, but no matter what, i hope its a good place for you, since you deserve it. By the way the, "angel" nickname comes from how you often dress in white, you know, like angels? No matter what anyone says about you or what you hear, know that you are the most beautiful thing in the whole world and no one can change. You are not a disappointment to anyone *her name*. Youre not. Have yourself a good summer.

Goodbye, you.

*my name and class*