Miyano Shiho's backstory

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I have been watching detective conan for a long time yet Gosho hasn't revealed Haibara's backstory, so I want to read a fanfic about it instead, maybe about why she fear gin and vermouth or how they treated her there, her relationship with Akemi and how she deals with being alone since she didn't have friends, or maybe wasn't

allowed.

I would really appreciate some recommendations, also I would like if it had no ships since it's about her backstory when she was a minor, thank you in advance.