Should I keep talking to him?

| 23F have been talking to a guy 22M for a few months now. We met online and we're long distance, so we've never met irl yet (we're planning to meet in a few months)

I'm starting to think I should stop talking to him for a few reasons, but mainly because I feel insecure.

I really like him but I feel like he doesn't like me as much as I do, even though he told me he likes me and wants me.

One of the main reasons why I want to stop talking to him is because I feel like he is not going to like what I look like.

He has seen my face multiple times (pictures, videos and facetime) but I don't show my body because I am insecure.

I am not his type, he likes white women with blond hair, I am not white (north african but white skinned) and I have dark hair.

I am chubby (I used to be fat so I don't have a perfect pretty body)

Recently I have been so insecure that I started being jealous of girls I see irl o r online, I used to never be like that.

He says he doesn't care about the physique but men lie a lot so why should I believe him.

I just need advice

I feel like I should stop talking to him and never meet him irl despite liking him a lot (he is the first guy l ever talked to like that)

TL;DR

Should I keep talking to him when I know I am not his type physically and feel like he is going to judge my body?