25 [M4F] looking for a sweetly mean domme in #germany or #online

Hello lovely people,

I'm a 25yo sub from NRW, Germany. I'm looking for a domme who masters the art of being mean and sweet at the same time. I want to fear you and be humiliated by your words, but feel safe in your presence and melt like wax in your hands. I'm quite inexperienced; I never had a domme. But before you think I'm just another porn-addicted guy who doesn't understand the difference between a service top and a domme, I would call myself educated in terms of femdom ground rules and I'm educating myself further. So sadly, I can't watch YouTube videos anymore with my friends in my home, because of the recommended videos.

I want to make your life more pleasurable. I want to serve you, obey you, worship you. Not exclusively sexually. I'm happy if you want to make decisions about my daily life like tasks, clothing, and hairstyle.

Yays:
- praise
- humiliation/degradation
- petplay
- orgasm control

Nays:
- feminization
- forced bi
- cuckold
- knifeplay
- scat

A little more about me: As said, I'm 25 and 1,75m in height. My humor is pretty dry. I have brown eyes and brown hair, while some people say it's dark blond, but tbh I have no idea about the difference. I have no clue about fashion either, so I normally wear black, unless I'm in the office where I wear a white-collar shirt. I know another white-collar worker who likes to wear a collar in the bedroom—how creative. I work in tech, even more cliché. But I shower and don't look like the nasty tech guy, I swear.

My work is stressful and time-consuming, but I like it—most of the time. I want to build a name in the business my company works in. Therefore I sit a lot and I got to 90kg lately, but I'm on my way to losing the weight.

In my free time I like to code, but I never finish a project. I don't like to read, but I read to gaslight myself into liking it, because I think it's an important skill.

I'm introverted at first. I need my time to feel safe, but once I'm warm, I can be pretty clingy.

If this speaks to you, feel free to contact me :)