20th birthday

Hi beautifuls, how are ya 🫶

Tomorrow is my 20th birthday and im having a hard time... Been feeling down for quite a while now, and im not really talking to anyone (got no friends basically) and i got no one to invite. And the one friend im close to the most wont be able to come so i was wondering if you have any advice on what to do alone?

As a birthday present for myself i got a ticket to see billie eilish's movie in the theater and am so excited. But dunno what i am gonna do the whole day since thats in the evening, most of my days are quite the same and a bit dull... I wanna make this somewhat special and not to regret it later.

Thanks🫶