I don't think there's anything more fun than manipulating brown girls

I just find it so easy to convince them how much you care about them. How easy it is to sink your claws into them and convince them you're one of the good ones, the reliable trustworthy White man who really understands their feelings and plight, their dreams and aspirations, who doesn't see them as just another brown hole to fill and abandon.

Knowing that they trusted you and cared for you makes abusing them so much more fulfilling, that they were vulnerable enough with you that they told you everything, that they endured your abuse as you left them in tears. And when you leave them broken and after they've had time to recover, it's the best to snake your way back into their lives just so you can revictimize them, get them back caught on your hook again. And no matter how many times you do it, they just never seem to learn. It's just so perfect knowing how broken they are and how much they let you hurt them.