Life feels sad

I’m 24M soon will turn 25 and I feel I have no purpose in life I wake up early morning go for running/gym come back to my room have bf study(im pursuing MSc degree) sulk in bed watch something cook and sleep I’m not consistent and lacking recently I had a breakup and it’s been 3 months since that event happened and I’m still stuck and unable to accept it all I do is procrastinate ntg makes me feel alive anymore there’s a big void which makes me feel unwanted uncomfortable lonely depressed tried therapy but it did not work I stay very far away from home and can’t go back bc my career is at stake I don’t earn yet which makes it even worse I might delete this by morning I tried endin* mys£/f
But didn’t have the courage to do it I just trying to stay consistent….
That’s it just wanted to rant..