It appears though as the veil of forgetting does not work on me anymore...

I seem yo be remembering just fine, and I doubt I can fully forget ever again unless severe inhibitors are put onto me.

1. I question everything

2. I instinctively believe in myself before others

3. you cannot use moral lectures on me.

4. the second I figure out about the foam of quantum feild theory its basically over for the veil.

5. I beleive in myself anyways before others. I choose my own decisions based on input, but mostly dictated by me. I have no issue with the STS or STO path since now I've experienced them both and have decided to stick with the logically sustainable path. (STS always has severe competition and infighting at the end but the sport if sorta fun I guess) and a pro STS entety does not violate free will which is sort of like a geometry to me

6. I know next time I forget I'm going to instinctively know there's something more and will just start to meditate to myself

this lifetime was like a surgical precision strike on self mastery. so much horsehit but its taught me exceptionally well, so for that I have gratitude to an extent. still hate the parts my free will got violated but who doesn't hate it. ?