Does anyone else feel like they're being lied to on all fronts?

I've never posted on this sub nor have I ever really browsed it, but I'm starting to question a few things and want to see if other people are thinking the same things as me or if I'm being schizophrenic or if I've just gone insane from all the shit that's been happening.

I like to go on Instagram reels to doom-scroll because it makes me feel like I'm not as brain-rotted as people who doom-scroll on TikTok. My feed is FILLED to the brim with anti-establishment type posts and stuff about how evil the current administration is, reels about how my country (the US) is funding Israel so they can have free healthcare and education (amongst other social services) for their people while we are trapped in a late-state capitalist hell-scape nightmare. I also see posts about the infamous files quite a bit, and about all of the horrendous shit that's in those files.

My question is; if we (ppl in the US) are REALLY living in a country who's government is actually a thinly-veiled, elaborately constructed fascist slave farm, then why am I seeing all of these posts that openly speak against the structure that's been created to keep us imprisoned? Is the fact that I'm able to see all of these types of posts just a deeper level of the psy-op? Am I just speaking schizophrenic nonsense? Am I just too entrenched in political garbage designed to distract me from living my best life? What the fuck is going on? I feel like I'm being faced with a constant influx of bullshit meant to spiritually deteriorate me, and that I'm being forced to process all of it on a daily basis with a brain that was designed to eat berries in a cave.

This post is devolving, but what I'm really trying to ask here is; are all of the things we see online and on the news that are supposed to expose the corruption in our country a-part of the psy-op as well? If the government is really that vile and evil, why would they let us consume content that supposedly is meant to rile us up and rebel? I don't think an evil regime that spent so much time and effort hiding so much from us and doing all that they do to pacify us, would be so careless and incompetent as to allow these thoughts and opinions to permeate mainstream media.

Am I making any sense? Am I just schizo-posting? Please fucking help me.