Silly little poem

Silly little poem

only when my sorrow starts to overflow seeping from my skin,
I think of you

selfish, I know
but I wish you were here to soak it in

only when it’s too much to bear alone
I sit with the silence of us
remembering how my pain would spill from me into you

selfish I know,
but I think of you when its too much to carry on my own
and I wish you were here to take it away

nothing for you to gain nothing but my pain but for some reason you stayed

selfishly now that’s when I think of you

not when Im okay not when I feel warm
but when everything is quiet

when I hear rain drops and soft sounds of music
I reminisce on those moments you could take my pain away

that’s when I think of you.

selfish and sorry