rpf ?? self-shipping

this is probably really dumb. But we're a DID system and I as the host have started to selfship with my "canon" husband and boyfriend, alongside some others and it feels really tiring to watch people go "you cant ship with real people" like theyre wrestlers so its technically *only* the characters they portray in the ring/in videos/interviews so not the real people. IDK we'er sick so super anxious and damn im an adult i really should not be this anxious over my source materal!