I want you in my life

I don't know what this is...but it's something.

I'm about as clueless as you probably are. All I know is, after all these years of silence, I want you in my life, as an aquaintence or as a friend, whatever you'll have me as. I miss how things used to be, I know it was a long time ago now but things seemed alot easier then.

I've tried being nothing to you, but its not what i want. I thought being your friend was something I couldn't do, but I realise now I was wrong and that you're worth putting my feelings aside.

I'm trying to reach out to make things better I'm sorry I messed up last year when you tried. I got completely overwhelmed. I'm ready now 🙂 I hope you will be too