How do I change the way I identify?

Hiya, 26 mtf (4yrs HRT) here. How can I switch from identifying as female back to identifying as male (closer to being cis)? I feel most comfortable using female pronouns and being a girl, but I want to change that and be comfortably male again. There’s nothing about being male that I like, but I want to find a way to detransition so that I don’t have to think about my gender anymore and have a better chance at a career.

I would like to relate to and be more like my male peers who are able to support themselves and tackle their careers while not fighting a whole identity war in their mind. How do I change the gender I identify as?