Usually, during sessions when I see visions that form behind my closed eyes, especially the ones that stabilize in that sort of “hypnagogic fog” I write them off as just that. I’ve seen Gray’s multiple times in that state, but usually chalk it up to my psyche rather than a direct experience.

However, this time was something a little bit different. It was during a free flow focus 12 exercise. I had just learned the significance of space, specifically Polaris in its relationship to consciousness and the occult, and so my main focus was forming a bridge with it during this meditation. Very soon I had “the feeling.”

It was the feeling of being a fly on the wall of an everyday  occurrence. I was positioned just to the left of this female humanoid entity. Everything about her look mostly human, besides her extremely long, tilted, cone shaped head (very close to what you see in the movie cloneheads) she was talking to somebody “off screen.” she noticed me, but her vibe about it was sort of the same as when you noticed a bug passing by… There’s absolutely no significance attached to it.

The thing that struck me, the most was that her attitude and mannerisms were so “human.” it was as if she could be just another person that we’ve all seen, except that she had a really long head, and I have to mention that she was absolutely stunning. Like ridiculously so, and from the way she carried herself, it seemed like she was aware of that. 

That’s still the biggest thing that caught my attention, the casual nature of it… in contrast to the appearance of it all. I drew her right after I came to. 

Saw my first entity and she was surprisingly hot.