Help finding a specific support subreddit?

I’m sorry if this isn’t relevant enough for this sub, but I lurk here a lot and it’s the only place I felt comfortable asking. I can take it down if it’s breaking the rules.

Are there any support subreddits specifically for survivors of CSAM? I have so many questions that I’ve been carrying for so long about something that happened to me as a kid, and it’s not something anyone in my life can answer or relate to. I did some searching, but didn’t find anything