Pelase Help me! I'm sabotaged myself

I sabotaged myself; I had a first date with my sp. but I didn't known that he prefers a natural look. I am natural beauty but I didn't think I was pretty enough so I paid for a makeup artist but she failed my makeup lol. Plus,I was late, so there was no way I could change. He told me that girls with too much makeup aren't his type so he blocked me. Since then, I've been trying to manifest him , but it's hard. He has a distorted image of me that's the opposite of his style :( I don't know what to do. Any solutions?