Will LEV happen?

What if lev is a conspiracy for depressed people not to end themselves? What if it's a carrot on stick tactic to keep people compliant. Wtf is the point brah. I can't do this shit no more I've been fucked over too many will I literally live all my life suffering just to find I ain't getting it? This is fucked bro I regret that am still here, why am I always forced in the crappiest of situations. Please guys I want to know either we're getting this shit already am tired of maybes . And I hate this world and everyone in it.