Bhaiyo I'm here to say something pls help🫠

Bhai mai bachpan se padhai likhai me bakwaas raha hu pata nai ku upr se lockdown ke baad aur barbaad ho gaya jaise taise 10th me first time life 80% aagye wrna mai hamesha 70% me rehta tha fir 11 and 12th me padhai barbaad ho gyi maine neet aur cuet ki form bhi nai bhara iss baar kuki mujhe meri aukaat pata h mere se nai hone wala mere mami papa bhi bohot aache h supportive h but mere relatives ke pressure me wo log bhi kuch bada expect krte h mere se maine pcb li thi mere cousin padhai me bohot brilliant hai toppers hai ek abhi 9th me hi jee ki prep kr raha hai relatives muh pe keh dete hai ki aukat nai h meri padhne ki maine bohot baar socha ki fuck those relatives meri life h but andar hi andar mujhe roona aata h mere maa baap ki bhi izzat jaati h kabhi family function me jab mera mazak uda dete h majak majak me mujhe kuch nai smj aa raha life me kya kru konsa exam du taaki unn sab ka muh band ho jaye kux toh ho mere layak 💔