Situationship 2 ish years

So, to start this off in 2024 of October I moved away but stayed the remaining of the school year, I got close with this girl we shared all class periods together besides one. I had had feelings towards her since I believe November- December but never said anything. Next semester start (2025) in April she confesses she has feelings for me over text. I confessed I did as well however before we can talk about being together the conversation ended( this will reoccur in our most recent talk about this) I kinda messed up my mentioning if we ever did break up I'd miss having her as a friend because in general she's an amazing person. The year passed I went to a school near me but I still had her in my thoughts. September of 2025 I confessed to her my feelings never went away, the conversation was awkward and lead me to believe my feelings were completely one sided because I couldn't tell what her feelings so we had an awkward phase. More recently in 2026 we started talking way more the situation in September forgotten last month in April she confessed she still had feelings and I confessed the same thing as well and mentioned how I tried saying I did in our September conversation then she says she was completely oblivious. We had a sweet talk before she ended it. Idk what to do she mentioned not wanting to be in a relationship because of our distance and I'm scared to being it up again because last time I did she was oblivious however I don't want to live my life with regrets especially with someone I care so deeply about and it's sucks I can never tell what she wants to be and why we keep dancing around the subject I'm conflicted weither to be straight up about my feelings or to just let it take its course help me 😭💔