I am a failure!!

I studied in kota in 11th and 12th i worked really hard but i never scored more than 600..570 was my best score gave neet ended up scoring 230 in 2025 decided to take a drop(online) i studied initially for few months but i couldn't maintain consistency started skipping test out of fear this year im scoring around 380 idk what should i do.. i gave viteee there also ended up scoring low idk how will i face my parents i tried really hard but i couldn't make it i was thinking of another offline drop but i dont know i should take it or not..ik i should have atleast scored 500 but when i searched about other courses i dint find any good option ( i have filled cuet i will try to get a good college from there ) but i don't want to do other courses tbh..i am feeling completely lost..i have wasted my parents money scored only 75 percent in boards as i was more focused on neet ended up scoring low in both.. i guess i am worth for a bsc only