I've gone 14 days without porn and I feel terrible.

I'm not really craving porn like the first week. But I haven't had a good night's sleep since I started this. Since I haven't been watching porn or masturbating before bed, my dreams have been far more vivid. Unfortunately, they're all nightmares, and I'm struggling.

I'm not craving porn like the fiest week, but i do feel like I'm sexualizing random women that I see outside more.which is strange and new to me. I don't usually pay attention to people outside. I haven't noticed any other changes .

I think the grief of losing my loved ones has been held back by a porn addiction. And now that I quit, the year of pent-up grief is hitting me hard. The plague of nightmares has kept me from sleeping these 2 weeks. I feel like if I relapse, it will be because I want to sleep peacefully again.

I feel weaker than ever right now.