Self realisation

Kya hi kismat hai...took drop but couldn't even qualify for jee adv (kyunki I had so many personal reasons jiski wajah se padh nhi payi) and viteee mein 1.3L rank...I have no other exams or any other good pvrt clg in hand (from South btw)...I don't know what to do now..kahan jaun kya karu ..I don't know...I live coding isliye i wanted to do btech cse in vit vellore but now i have nothing in my hand...