Why is it just me that is suffering while people around me are chilling. I never really made friends or anything in school . I just used to study all the time and wanted to become rich . But life was never on my side . Even after I did so much hardwork in school what did I get ? Depression . I went through depression in 11th and 12th and that ruined everything for me . My perfect plan of cracking jee and getting into a good college right after 12th got destroyed. Now I am just hopeless. All the sacrifices I made in school were all useless. 

My sister on the other hand was an average student who studied one day before the exam and made plenty of friends. She enjoyed her life to the fullest and now she is in college with no  future plan but she has a rich boyfriend so her life is set because she is very happy ( I am happy for her too) . Same goes for her friend who is doing the same course and she has an officer boyfriend. I am not saying boyfriends is all one needs and I am not even interested in these things. you do need a career but what I see is they never bothered to get good marks nor a good college and now are going to enjoy all the wealth that someone like me dreams of. 

I just feel sad why is life so brutal to me and atleast pay me for my hardwork instead of leaving me here with no friends no social life and no future. 

Life is unfair as hell