a clothing brand offered me to model, but my boyfriend broke up with me dahil dun

problem/goal: Hello, So i got offered to model a brand na mag rerelease palang pero my bf is not in good terms with the owner and kaaway nya

context: lang beses ko sya tinanong if its okay kasi yung owner ka circle ko before and basagulero sya dati kaya madami syang kaaway una he said it was okay at matagal naman na issue nila so i really thought its okay so i tutuloy ko kasi opportunity din yun especially kasi gusto ko i build yung portfolio ko

he broke up with me now kasi sinasabihan nya ako ng di makiramdam tapos pinag mumura ako, para sakin lang kung ayaw nya and inopen nya na di sya comfortable okay lang saken, pero i turned down another offer din a few months ago mag momodel sana ako ng car pero inaway nya ako so di ko na tinuloy.

mali ba ako? sinasabihan nya ako ng walang kwenta, ako ba dapat mag first move sakanya and mag sorry tapos wag ko na tanggapin? ang sakit na kasi ng pinag sasabi nya ano ba dapat kong gawin?

previous attempts: wala since di ko sya kinausap sa dami ng sinasabi nyang offensive