Unemployable loser rant

Not sure if i can post this in this sub but my rant is about my new job.

Generally ive been graduated 2 years, my degree turned out to be useless, i cant find a permanent job with a livable wage, i have pretty much no friends, and im getting older

More specifically, i was misled by the multiple months of interviewing about what the new job actually is: i thought it was a non-entry position but its not but has a similar lvl of responsibility while being abysmally low pay and temporary (again) but guess what, i took it bc i’m so desperate which just hurts even more
And right after i finished the online portion of onboarding the person who hired me and was head of the department up and left without prior notice leaving me confused on how to actually do my job

I’m going to take initiative and go in way before the seasonal start date and try to figure it out myself but its just so frustrating, all of it. Not to mention i’ve been sick the past week which makes 3x just this year, my body is failing me. I’m just so so tired of it all. I hate what my once promising life has become

I just wanted to let my thoughts out somewhere so thank you