She’s using me and I love it

I’ve had a crush on my best friend since ages and also told her several times that I love her, but she never told me back and just smiled and said thank you. She’s a total slut and all of her female friends also know that I love her and enjoy teasing me.

Sometimes she feels bad and makes out with me or even gave me a handjob a few times, but tells me at the same time about her amazing sex life or invites me over to her place and makes me watch her making out with her girlfriends and I’m basically serving them.

I totally love it.