M30 “str8” wannabe cumslut looking for a supportive dom to help me take the plunge

I’ve honestly been browsing this sub and plenty of others for too long - years now. I know it’d shock everyone in my life if they knew what the needle little cumslut that I hide inside myself all the time. I’ve finally decided that it’s time to really explore my fantasy.

On the surface I look like a very standard straight guy. I’m over 6ft tall, in good shape (need to get back into my gym routine but I’ve still got a little definition), work in a corporate job, wear a suit, not bad looking, so I’ve been told - at least I’ve never had any issues getting girls. But i know there’s another version of myself just under the surface. A needy, slutty, drooling slut that exists only to serve his master, and who thinks of nothing but being a willing and happy little fucktoy all day.

It’s become super clear to me that these fantasies aren’t going away - so I’m really looking for a dominant but supportive master to help me get over my anxieties and finally get me on my knees for a cock, the way I know I crave.

I’ve had a few online doms before and in my experience the best dynamics for me are with verbal, supportive, articulate and smart dominants who know what they want and actually use a little subtlety to get it. I’m sick of “doms” who just want a few nudes and can’t hold down a conversation. I know I need a master who can get into my brain, slowly break me down and gradually remould me int whatever my master craves.

Kinks include: hypnosis, cum/cumplay, denial, orgasm control, tasks, light humiliation, JOI, CEI, sissification and others. Limits are the usual stuff (nothing illegal, no scat, no blood) and I’m not super into piss or CBT but for the right dom who can genuinely control me, I’d say I’m happy to explore.

Just in the interests of full transparency, I’m married and no she doesn’t know. Sorry if this puts you off … if it turns you on more, come make me tell you how your cock is going to make me forget ever craving sex with my wife.

Are you my master? Your good boy is waiting to please you …