Can someone help me understand

July, 31, 1994 male

I’m so tired of starting over from scratch, seems like when I get one second to take a deep breath here comes another obstacle I must face.

as a life path 7 i truly love to be alone, it’s like a breath of fresh air when I’m away from people, but I have this strong desire to connect with people, but I just can’t seem to find the right people, I’m tired of teaching people basic things they should already know, I’m looking for a friendship group that I can mastermind with, and build with. its seems so simple in my mind 5 -10 friends all donating to a pot to buy residential/commercial buildings

I have work ethic out of this world, if I can work alone, Im able to work 7 days a week 12 hour days depending on the work. It feels like things just don’t come easy, I’m thinking of going back to school so I can work alone in tech, but I have the desire to LEAD as a manger in supply chain or healthcare administration, but I know that I will get irritated with employees talking to me all day.

sometimes I just want to leave to an island alone grow my own food, books, and just day trade to make support myself, but I want kids a family.. I literally can go days without talking to anyone