I hate spending mothersday with my mom

I initially got a mother's day cupcake cake for my mom but she came in bitching. Whined why the kids tablets are lost, why i cant keep uo with them when shes reduced my space in the house to a square. Then she told me to clean the kitchen(though I did it last night)

She kept telling me what she wanted to do with my space.....

And made me stuff everything into the small sunroom my kids and I stay in so now its really crowded.. she didnt say happy mother's day and neither did i

After that I just threw the stuff I got her away.

I feel my mom adds on to my regretful parenting experience.

I truly truly truly wish I settled down with a good man that takes fatherhood seriously so I could enjoy motherhood. I hate my family especially mom just turned out to be so shitty.

Biding my time till tax time.. so I can move.. but I feel depressed over the fact I wish I would've waited for a good man or just not have kids.