Something to lose

Darling you’re so not fair, the coffin’s closing in on me and here you are lifting that lid little by little. The darkened day of my death was supposed to be acceptance and silence until the end, how dare you expose the light to me again.

Even with that rope tightening around my neck your smirk keeps my feet grounded. I don’t know what sick game this is but you can’t really exist. I don’t believe it. I can’t accept that light again. I don’t want to chase it again, please just let it go. And accept it for what it is. For once I am the coward.