34M | Divorced | Restarting life and trying to believe in love again

I’m 34M from Rajasthan, divorced, and honestly the last few years have been emotionally exhausting. Between heartbreak, loneliness, depression, and trust issues, life hasn’t been easy.

For the past few months I’ve been on antidepressants and sleeping medication. They help me function, work, and sleep, but mentally I still feel disconnected sometimes. I handle responsibilities, keep moving, and try my best, but deep down I know I’m still healing.

At the same time, I’ve realized I don’t want to spend my whole life emotionally closed off.

I’m slowly trying to restart my life and open my heart again — even though I’m a little scared.

Last time it was an arranged marriage setup, and things ended badly. This time, I’m trying to find a partner myself, someone I genuinely connect with emotionally, mentally, and personally before making any big decisions.

About me:

Business background

Non-smoker, non-drinker

Occasionally non-vegetarian

Loyal, caring, emotionally mature

From Jodhpur, Rajasthan

Not looking for perfection or rushing into marriage. Just hoping to meet someone honest, kind, understanding, and emotionally stable — maybe friendship first, then seeing where life goes naturally.

Would genuinely love to hear from people who rebuilt their lives after divorce or heartbreak. Did things eventually get better for you?