Learning math is SO fun and captivating when you detach yourself from the results

I've been preparing for a competitive exam lately (JEE) and I decided to start with Math since I enjoy it a lot, lately I started DREADING the idea of studying it and honestly it made me panic more than it made me excited. Every question I couldn't solve became a blow to my confidence rather than a lesson

But today I just tried my best not to think about the exam at all, or my skill level, or any of the "what ifs" really. I'm naturally a very anxious person so the thoughts did come up sometime but overall, I have to say, that was the most I've enjoyed math in a while. I felt so alive and happy, and I did not want to leave at all

I don't exactly know what's the point of this post, just felt like sharing my experience ig:D