Aphex music makes me feel an unexplainable bittersweet feeling.

Especially Xtal, #3 and #20. It makes me feel like a kid. It makes me appreciate the beauty of the world, imagine happy scenarios and feel sad over my past all at once. I am a loner by choice. I don't really click with many people, but one thing I dream of is a true, childlike friendship that is all about fun and loyalty. No strategic shit. And Aphex music makes me think of this a lot. It takes me back to my past childhood bonds and makes me hopeful for obtaining a similar bond in the future. I live in Eastern European suburbs - forest, river, fields. I love going on walks during sunset, aphex twin on my headphones, beautiful scenery and this bittersweet feeling in my heart.