Feeling guilty and want better days for me and my family …

I feel guilty about posting that post about my dad making the comment I looked stupid wearing a scarf on my head… I’ve realised now it was an innocent comment and it was just me that associated it with things he’d said in the past about my religion. I got offended thinking he straight away said a comment about my faith as soon as he’d saw me. I don’t think he meant it in the way I received it…. He is a very sensitive person after going through things he’s been through and I feel bad for saying I wasn’t happy to see him. I do feel bad even though it was something that stung at the time.

While I’m down here with my family for the next coming weeks, are there any tips on how to just be happy that I’m here lol? Or things I can do to try and rebuild the relationship I feel like I’ve lost a little with my dad.

Any advice for while I’m down here? Things you think we should do together or something?

I’ll just be my self and be polite and kind. But would like my emotions to match and actually be happy I’m here. I know moments with family are precious and they won’t be here forever…. I’m grateful to be around them just need my mood to match up with my logical mind.

Maybe I’ll be okay once I settle in a little bit… I’m usually in my own bubble.