quit ❤️

hi all! i’ve been lurking this page for a while as my friend was in the midst of addiction. she was clean for a while then relapsed a few times, i was really curious as to what this was making her feel and how it could be so addicting and damaging.

i’m writing this because she passed in the beginning of April from liver and kidney failure after 4-5 years of heavy usage, spawned from a toxic and abusive relationship with her boyfriend who supplied the drug.

from 2023-on, she was in a wheelchair and unable to walk or really do anything for herself because of the damage to her organs, pain and extreme weight-loss that left her basically skin and bones. she was 5’9 and 80 pounds.

she had tubes going to bags from her kidneys as she could no longer use the bathroom herself, i mean i could go on and on over the list of problems and surgeries and procedures she had daily. i have never watched a more miserable thing happen to someone, complete agony and hospital stays that were MONTHS long.

guys - i know this is terrifying. but if there’s one thing i can do in this life to prevent this from happening to someone again, i hope i can.

PLEASE QUIT! you will get so sick to a point to where the addiction to escaping life will NOT be worth the pain and suffering you will have to endure, sober in the hospital alone.

please quit. please, if you love yourself, if you love your family and friends, quit.

we had a whole life planned together that i now have to finish alone. please quit ❤️