I don't think i can do this anymore

It just hurts my brain and my eyes bhai.

2 years you give for a single day. A singular day to determine how 'worthy' you are in the eyes of everyone who see you.

One fucking day.

One day.

And it gets ruined by people who just are sickos..why do you want to be a doctor bhai? Why? clearly itni empathy nahi hai tumhare paas ki tumhe farak pade ki koi marr rha hai ya jee raha hai? Paise ki bhi kami nhi hai, to fir kyu?

I waited so long. So long bhai itni mehnat kari sab kara bas galat ghar mai paida hogayi shayad se.

I dont even know what im typing my vision is just BLURRY and so is my future probably.

It's not like im not gonna get a college i would probably get one but not the one i wanted or the one i thought i was gonna get. I'm just..heartbroken, so so much heartbroken.