This is for you.

If you’re reading this.. this is for you. Okay?

I hope you’re doing well in life; maybe even found someone worthy of your time and attention 😊

I don’t know… it still feels heavy trying to let go of something that happened so long ago. You have been living in my head rent-free. Somehow, I keep circling back to the same conversations we once had. Replaying them in my mind over and over again. It all felt so real, yet somehow too good to be true at the same time.

Sometimes I wonder… if we had exchanged a real way to stay connected: a phone number, an email, anything at all: would we still be in each other’s lives today?

Maybe we would have still been talking? Maybe we would have met by now? Maybe we would have become something real? Who knows? What makes it harder is how comfortable we were with each other. We shared secrets, vulnerabilities, quiet parts of ourselves we rarely showed the world. That kind of emotional closeness is difficult to forget.

And sometimes, I still catch myself asking the same questions: Why did you let me go? Why did I let you go? Did you let me go because I had different plans in life ? ‘Cause you didn’t really wanna become the obstruction? Idk, you’d never have been hindrance.

Because deep down, it was obvious we were both smitten with each other. But maybe timing matters more than feelings sometimes.

So… maybe not in this life. But perhaps, in another one. ✨

*kisses*