Anxiety about camming

hello everyone....

I feel very anxious going live pressing that button. I'm very inconsistent even tho i need money for debt,bills and dept is urgent. still I procrastinate idk what to do i just couldn't go live. I feel so bad so stress, anxious all the time. my new tag got expired and its been 7 days since I haven't gone live.

and it's not my first acc I'm in camming since almost 2 years but I never been consistent. please help anything ik at the end it's on me but I just need advice for someone who is inconsistent and very much stress all the time. ( English is not my first language, and I didn’t want to use chatgpt)