Mother’s Day and my mom’s birthday were ruined because of my brother

I have a 19 year old brother diagnosed with autism since the age of 4. He can talk but barely construct complex sentences unlike neurotypical people.

Nakakadrain na siya sobra. He had a public meltdown. He just hit a random lady because I failed to kiss my parents during the peace be with you part in Sunday mass and they put the blame on me as I’m responsible for his triggers. My mom kept apologizing to the lady and she was kind enough to accept the apology. She was about to cry. That's our usual routine in Sunday mass and it was so awkward for me to kiss my parents kasi nag-away kami ng dad ko over small things due to his anger issues. He also hit our car.

Nagdadalawang isip nga ako kung mag-aanak pa ba ko or hindi na. I'd love to be a mom of three one day but I don’t want my future kids possibly developing autism because it's highly genetic. One of the risk factors of autism is first degree relatives. Tama yung decision ko na wag na ako magkaroon ng isa pang kapatid. Parang nawalan ako ng karapatan magkaroon ng sariling buhay kasi ako ang mag-aalaga sa kanya kapag wala na ang parents ko. Dalawa lang kasi kaming magkapatid.

KINDLY DO NOT SPREAD THIS IN OTHER PLATFORMS