Reminder

Last night I really wanted to feel high and I knew I wasn’t going to turn to weed. I have 56 days and have been feeling strong. So I allowed myself to take some kratom (not something I need to do often) and this morning I was so exhausted, irritable, foggy, and just bleh. It made me realize that I would have preferred to be sober. The symptoms from the kratom sucked and it negatively impacted my mood and day. I now have more awareness within myself that it would be better to just stay sober. Yeah, sounds fun to be a bit altered but the consequences weren’t worth it. So a friendly reminder to anyone out there that cultivating sobriety is worth it and don’t let little blips get in your way of feeling good.