I'll always be a long faced troon

what the fuck is the point anymore. my face looks like a the top of a pencil it's so fucking over. it's not ethereal or elvish when you're fucking transgender, I look like a flat faced caricature. No one will ever want me and I'll be visibly trans for the rest of my life, I deserve the pain for whatever comes with that because I foolishly believed I could be saved.