F4A Who am I?

Hey im Ellie! For the longest time I've been self conscious of who I am, and who I have to be. Because of that I missed out on being weird, weather that be a scene phase or being Butch, goth emo or just being a girly girl! I really hope you, or any tist could come change that, and help me find a new me! In the meantime some kinks: memory play, go blank on command, go deep into trance on command, furry transformation, hypnotic transformations(become an animal or a werewolf or any other type of transformation) on command or while entranced, pet play, orgasm on command, edging, orgasm play, pleasure triggers, pain triggers, submission, extreme submission, become a slave, ego death, CNC, mistresses, triggers, brainwashing, dronification, being hypnotized to treat my hypnotist/dominant as an eternal god, mind control, post hypnotic suggestions, femdom, orgasm denial, degradation, bimbofication, pain, lower IQ, humiliation, and open to discuss more and also willing to try out my hypnotist's kinks. I truly hope I got your attention, just to clarify some things though I'm looking for a LONG TERM partner, I'd prefer F but I don't have a big preference. I also want to build a relationship with you. Please also include an introduction in your first post and the password: Melody! I hope to see you soon! Ellie x