So there is this girl i had a crush on for last 6 years also u cn say tht i love her more then anything infact i had one opportunity to get a gf but i didnt cuz i only love her.  


Now we were in same school but now we hve been separated   
  
CONTEXT : She knows me as just a guy who is in same class as her and                    nothing more , though we used to talk a lot but after covid we hvent spoken 

Now i hve 3 options

1)Forget bout her and be regretful tht i didnt even tried

2)Confess my feelings (ik its bad)

3)Start talking to her on chat 

  
The problem is i only hve her insta and i dont hve my oersonal account like i hve a insta account but its fake profile jus for watching reels   
So either i cn make new account of my identity or just talk to her anonymously and if she develops feeling might reveal myself

But another problem is if i am being anonymous and if even she starts liking me she is not actually liking me but shes liking the anonymous guy 

  
I care for her and im happy if shes but i dont wnna be regretfull whole life  
Also i made a promise to myself if not she then noone , i just wnna see her happy but randomly i get self doubts tht i will regret not actually trying

Help Me : i dont wnna be a creep to her 

Need Your Help