Did you give up belief in something and then felt depressed, and then wondered if the belief was actually helpful and gave you hope?

That’s how I feel with astrology. I wanted to stop being gullible enough to fall for what astrology said about who I am and who others are. I didn’t use it for predictions really just the personality profiles. It gave me an identity in a way. Like maybe some sort of strength or self esteem. It makes me wonder, as i am depressed now, if I should go back to believing in it. Maybe it was t toxic to believe in it, if it uplifted my self worth and gave me hope that I can actually have a better life and someone might see me for who I am and value me one day.