I'm having a hard time

Hi everyone, I'm new here.

I'm writing because I've decided to report my abuser after years, and the pressure is getting to me.

I'm not mentally well and am having a crisis because of this decision. My biggest problem is that I'm having voices in my head that constantly bombard me, telling me I'm useless/stupid and that I should kill myself. I'm not suicidal, but it's becoming difficult to manage.

Have you been through this too?