Broken After Everything

These last few months have broken me. Lost my first grad job, had to go back to my student job. Been feeling more and more depressed, constant job application rejections, broken as a person. Team member told me yesterday that my depression is wearing the team down, and that nobody has said anything bc they don't wanna hurt my feelings. Said my asking if I was being too much on shift is making people feel awkward and uncomfortable. Then a customer confronted me and had a go at me because I "always seem to have a problem with him". Had a massive mental breakdown in the back room. Called in sick today but have to go in tomorrow. Gods help me.